All the time that I spend with you,
Makes me feel so whole.
When I hear your heartbeats or smell your chest,
Or suck your earlobes and kiss your neck.
It feels great when you kiss my nose,
And my forehead before giving me your
tongue full of a smooch.
When you kiss my belly button before
Unbuttoning my deep blue denim,
And removing your sneakers and my shoes.
When you hug me in my shy fullness and,
When you kiss me on my inner thighs.
When you know that whether I am
Hurting, pleasurably or painfully.
Yes, I feel safe when you respect my
Decisions of proximity and intimacy.
And when you hold me from behind
While I get dressed and put your
Head on my shoulder and just wait,
Just wait for me to apply that lipstick
Which will soon be again on your
cheeks and chin and you'll say
"it's okay" Just do apply it again.
When you scold me for teasing you,
When we are not alone.
When you have to suppress your smile
So that no one knows about our
Mischievous touches beneath the table.
When every time you reassure me
That I am perfect with all my flaws and scars,
And when you believe in my futile ideas.
From the first smell of your perfume
And an unsuccessful kissing attempt
To just wearing your shirt
And sleeping naked in your bed
With not just my body but mind, heart and soul.
From being in the deep of nothingness
To be in the dense of that something special,
You made me laugh, giggle and smile
From arguing on the current affairs
To discussing almost about everything
You made me feel, the feeling of being loved
And being cared for.
From discussing the future probabilities,
To the reasons of grim endings,
And everything that could have been
done in between, Made me think about my life
Beyond my thoughts.
As labels to anything sets their
standard to be in a specific range.
But I believe that the quality does persist in the
nameless, rare but serene things of an anomaly.
Coz normalcy never gets the deserved vigilance
as it isn't intriguing enough to drive you crazy.
We all want truce yet
we all love the chaos in our lives.
And you are that special music
in my chaotic havoc and mess.
-miraculously miracle ❣️